you are familiar

As my thoughts drift, drift from one topic to the next, I honestly don't know anymore, know what I'm writing, What I'm trying to say. Who am I trying to write too? Why am I writing to you? Is this just all a desperate attempt to grab your attention? The attention I lost so long ago, why do I linger on these attempts? Why? I don't think I will ever know what happened. Please don't read this and ask who is she, what did she do, what happened, etc, etc. Because, I couldn't answer those questions. Maybe it's a figure of my imagination. I honestly couldn't explain what I have just written, so I will go ahead and publish this post for the sake of writing.