perfection

There is one thing we all strive for, search for, hope for, chase after, that thing being....perfection. It is the single most sort after thing in this world, but yet is far from what most of us perceive it to be. We search and search, only to fail. Yet we keep trying and trying. What is the point when our minds are to small and stupid to figure it out. Perfection only lies in one word, that word being, the most simplest word of all, the most misused word, the most important word, the only thing that keeps us together....love. Perfection is found in love, for love enables us to see past the faults in people and see who they really are, to see into the heart and soul of somebody else, to look in the mirror and have the love for yourself to see past your own flaws. So there it is, you know where perfection lies, so learn to love yourself, learn to love others, for without love what are we......


"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails"

delicate

Today as I was driving, a kookaburra decided to swoop in front on my windshield, I did not hit this amazing bird that loves to wake me up during the beautiful sunrises, it just went on flying by, probably off to hunt on its prey to feed itself. After this incident happened, I thought to myself, if I were to hit the loving creature, it would not have survived, I would have been distort and extremely upset, as to the fact that he/she would have had a family, maybe some chicks it was out trying to feed, and what if I hit him/her? Would the chicks die also? I thought to myself, how delicate is life, it means the world to whosoever owns it and to their friends and family, but can mean nothing to someone else. As I ponder on these thoughts it made me think, how many people care as I would have cared if I would had hit the bird? Pertaining to my own life, how many people care about me? I don't know, it's just a thought I had today....

confusion

from a month or so ago....

Pt. 1
I don't know what you want from me or even your expectations. All I want is to see you walk through that door and say everything's alright, it's okay I'm here, but at every sound I look up with anticipation to once fail again. When will you see that I don't want this to be temporary.

From recently....

Pt. 2
For the time I share with you it is usually awkward and poorly managed, I want to try harder, be better, love more, when will you see, just see that it's you I want, and nothing else. Will we ever work? I'm not sure, but one thing I know for sure, I'm pretty sure I like you....

pfftttt

What would you care?
I'm shit.
The end.

What would I care?
Your shit.
The end.

honestly.

In all honestly, I hate all your show, who you have to be seen with, who is holding who, who has what band shirt, who has what pair of shoes, etc, etc. I sick all of this crap, I find myself becoming what I hate, conforming to this structure of life. I now realise things have to change, the way I think is not the way I want too, things change from now, if you don't like it? Go jump, you've got it wrong, stop saving face and grow a pair and act like you should act. We are made as individuals, so stop trying to be someone your not.

days i felt alive...

laying under star filled SKIES, scenic lookouts, LAKSIDE picnics, meals at expensive restaurants, meals at TACKY chinese places, SUNRISES on the beach, sunsets in the mountains, late night movie sessions, ROAD trips, driving for the sake of it, awkward moments, LAUGHING to the point of cramping, then laughing more, going to PLAYGROUNDS, holding hands, breakfast in bed, forest ADVENTURES, pool jumping, fambam gatherings, clothes shopping, YES clothes shopping, pay outs, BIKE rides, sleepovers, ferris wheels, SLEEP ins, going to the ZOO, getting lost, lending clothes, CUDDLES, falling asleep on the PHONE, kisses, hand written letters.
these are some of the things I would like to share with you, you being, whoever you are, the person I one day hope to fall in love with, the one person I wish to cherish and hold til the day I die, the one person I will be there for, the one person that believes in me as I in them, the list goes on and on, one thing I know is, I'm ready, please come find me........

revelation

It seems these days, that everyone has removed the veil of ignorance from upon their eyes, to see what the people that seemed close, innocent, and sweet really are. A veil I removed long ago, when I, the outcast, the "nice guy" was ignored and shunned, told I was jealous and a hater because i was not one of them, the proud and arrogant. But now, their eyes are wider than ever, seeing down to the little things, the things overlooked so many times. Oh how i would love to see their faces if they could see what I see...